I wish I could just post in my regular blog; this having two is kind of a pain in the ass but what can a girl do. Girls are insecure; girls with bad pasts are super duper insecure. I am sick of explaining myself. Tired of justifying my moods or feeling like I can't have a bad day because someone has had it worse than me. Please. I have three words I want to say to everyone but can't say to anyone. GET. OVER.IT.

If I want to bitch again about my money situation and how frustrating it is to hear my brother who is 6 years younger than me talking about this 2nd home purchase I should be able to. I KNOW my time will come BLAH BLAH. I do not need sunshine blown up my ass in the form of a meme or a long ass comment about how I need to appreciate what I have and true happiness does not come from things. I GET IT ALREADY. I still am jealous, envious whatever you want to call it.

We are working hard to pay down bills but it is always something I swear. Car needs new tires, dog needs shots, dental bill etc. I know it is life and there will always be something. I just want the somethings to slow down enough so we can sock away some cash. And student loans kick back in soon too.

Just gotta find more ways to cut back because we will start our house search in Fall 2007. I know that seems so far off to some but when I look at where we were 2 years ago and how far we have come. Miracles can happen in the next 2 years. Just gotta set the goal and go for it.